The Healing Home Healed A Part Of Me
I will be honest with you: it took me years to start talking about healing homes.
I was scared and didn’t feel that the healing home concept was enough.
It all seemed too unconventional, too “out there” for serious consideration. I also felt that my knowledge and skills were insufficient, and I feared rejection.
Despite these doubts, something deep within me persisted, urging me to follow this path.
So, I leaped. I established ETTINORDIC and embarked on a journey of coaching and self-healing, drawing on my two-decade journey of self-discovery and energy work.
It was an affirmation that when we trust in ourselves and our unique journey and connect with the joy of creation, others are drawn to our authenticity and joy.
At the same time, I kept walking my self-healing path of increasing my self-worth and feeling enough. I also started to study interior design and rebranded my business. I had coaches, healers, family, and a few close friends around me, supporting me with every step. Most importantly, the Healing Home was always with me – it never rejected me, no matter how much I tried to deny it.
With each milestone in my healing journey, I felt more and more empowered to share my vision of healing homes. It got to the point that I had no other options. The truth wanted to come out of me.
Once it did, something remarkable happened—the fear disappeared, and it was replaced by a sense of joy and liberation.
I found myself laughing at my earlier hesitations. I found myself laughing at the things I posted on Instagram or my blog—not because I didn’t believe in them, but because I was happy and had so much fun creating the material. I felt like a child in an amusement park choosing the next ride while eating ice cream.
I didn’t care that I was a fresh graduate or that fewer interior design projects were on the market due to everything happening in the world. I didn’t care anymore about what others would think because I believed in myself and my vision. I allowed lightness to take over me, which brought me so much joy.
I felt it was more than enough. The Healing Home was enough. I was enough.
As I leaned into that truth, my reality began to shift.
Not long after, I signed my first dream design project: Piettolan Tila. It was an affirmation that when we trust in ourselves and our unique journey and connect with the joy of creation, others are drawn to our authenticity and joy.
The healing home had healed something within me.
Heal with me for a sec.
Look within to see, what is your “healing home” topic.
Then ask yourself, how could you safely talk more about that topic to others.
Authentic Feminine Success Column
In the Authentic Feminine Success Column, Essi Koski-Lammi shares her honest reflections and guidance on building life, home and business with an authentic, feminine approach.
Essi Koski-Lammi
Essi Koski-Lammi is a Conscious Interior Designer, Inner Alignment Healer, and Spiritual Business Advisor. She believes that how we live, work, and care for ourselves is deeply influenced by the connection between the spaces within and around us. With a diploma in interior design, over 22 years of experience in energy healing and meditation, MSC in Business and a strong background in global branding and marketing, Essi combines her expertise to empower women to transform their homes, businesses, and lives — and most importantly, themselves — so that every part of life feels aligned and truly their own.
