HEAL WITH ME FOR A SEC.
I’m Essi Koski-Lammi, a Wellbeing Trailblazer, Feminine Executive Coach, Healer, Conscious Interior Designer, Clairvoyant & Curious Soul.
I believe there’s a powerful connection between the space within and around you.
When both align with who you truly are, that’s where real wellbeing begins.
This is the heart of my work:
Helping you align your home, workplace, business—and yourself.
Here's the Story of...
BeING MORE Me
“My life looks good but I’m not happy. Why cannot I be happy with what I have? I feel something is missing. There has to be more to life than this. This cannot be it.”
And then it hit me.
“Why am I not doing something I’m truly passionate about?”
This thought struck me one Saturday morning as I lay in bed, sunlight pouring through the window. The year was 2017.
Everything looked perfect, yet an unsettling emptiness was inside me. At that moment, I knew I was ready for a transformation that would reshape my life. But little did I know what was to come.
How My Journey Started
My journey into self-healing began over 22 years ago when my father, who transitioned from a successful corporate career to become a healer and life coach, began teaching me energy healing, self-healing practices, and helped me open my clairvoyance and intuition.
As I grew older, my search for identity led me to explore the world, with each new country adding depth to my story. My travels eventually brought me to Amsterdam, where I earned my Master of Science in Business Studies.
For years I worked with top global brands like Heineken, Asics and Rituals in global media and marketing, and built a life that looked fulfilling on the outside. Like many ambitious women, I was an overachiever and poured myself into a global career. Yet, despite the success, I felt disconnected from my true self.
That Saturday morning became my awakening.
I realized I was ready to create a life that aligned with my heart. At that moment, my brand emerged for the first time.
But turning that vision into reality was no easy feat. It took years of soul-searching, as I faced the harsh truth of my life. Good on paper, yes, but unfulfilling at its core.
So, I dove back into the self-healing teachings I had learned in my youth, studied more and earned my transformation life coach & spiritual life coach certifications. What I got to understand back then was that my biggest teacher was -and always will be- my own journey.
Then the universe stepped in with another wake-up call.
The Unknown, Uncomfy Void And Identity Crisis
Suddenly, COVID-19 swept through the world, turning everything upside down and I lost my job as an International Brand Campaign & Global Media Manager at Rituals Cosmetics.
Had I manifested this?
Yes.
I had been craving change, and suddenly, here it was.
I was faced with a choice—cling to the familiar path or step into the unknown.
I chose transformation, because now was the time to do that.
I packed my life into a few boxes, leaving behind my apartment, my home country, and many of the comforts I had clung to for so long. It was terrifying—standing on the edge of a void, stripped of my old identity.
I entered a dark night of the soul, where I faced the fears and patterns that had held me captive.
But within that emptiness, I began to see the truth: I saw the suffering I had caused myself and that I had to heal myself from within if I wanted to create a different life.
For the next 4 years, I delved deeper into myself, guided by the wisdom of spiritual teachers and healers. The journey was challenging, sometimes isolating, but also liberating. Picture this: living as a nomad for years, with no fixed place to call home, yet discovering my spirit along the way.
At the same time, I was transforming my profession in the direction I wanted to go. I became a certified yoga teacher and studied for a diploma in interior design, which has always been my dream. Then I established my own company, Ettinordic. Each step felt like a declaration to the universe: I was ready to reclaim my power.
But my transformation didn’t stop there.
The more layers I transformed within me, the more I started to remember who I was underneath ego, social conditioning, and trauma.
My Homecoming
Then the day came, when it felt like a coin was flipped, and I was out of that transformation stage.
I felt an overwhelming sense of homecoming. I moved to a very different world than where I used to live. At the same time, I connected with my purpose and my kundalini energy opened.
I stopped searching for myself because I realized I was everything I had been seeking. I finally knew within my body, mind and soul that the only person on this planet who can make me happy, is me.
Being me – became the foundation of my wellbeing.
This new homecoming made me go back to many of the topics I had focussed on healing earlier. But now the healing took place from a new perspective – I started to make myself more visible.
Looking Back
When I look back at that quiet, inward time in my life, I now see how essential it was.
It was a season of deep self-work that opened the door to my feminine energy.
For years, I had been operating mostly from my masculine energy — always doing, achieving, pushing forward. But now, my soul had chosen differently: it was time to slow down, to turn inward, and to nurture my body, mind and soul.
Through that stillness, I realized that being more of who I truly am was a journey of embracing and opening to my feminine energy.
Now, I'm Here for You as a Guide
Self-healing is not just a practice for me. It’s a way of life. A lifelong journey of returning home to myself, discovering new layers, and releasing what no longer serves me.
After walking my own path, I feel a deep calling to support purpose-driven women to honor the feminine energy that holds such a special place in my heart.
I am also here to help conscious businesses create spaces of wellbeing that nurture people, foster connection, and support sustainable success.
Designing Healing Homes & Aligned Workspaces
A part of my life’s purpose is to design healing homes and workspaces — environments that nurture and support wellbeing on every level.
I have always experienced spaces beyond their physical appearance. Homes and workplaces act as mirrors, reflecting who we are and how we live and work. When designed consciously, they can improve focus, reduce stress, foster collaboration, and enhance both personal and collective wellbeing.
In every project, I combine conscious design principles with a deep understanding of energy, aesthetics, and functionality. I prioritize sustainable choices, non-toxic materials, and timeless, human-centered design to create spaces that feel good — and work even better.
My approach is tailored, blending strategic design with wellbeing consulting to meet the real needs of the people and businesses I work with.
Learn MOre about me
My Degrees & Studies
Ongoing mentorship with healer (my dad) Erkki Koski-Lammi, angel, master and intuitive energy healing & meditation (Enkelit ensin, 2003 – )
MSc, Master of Science in Business studies (University of Amsterdam, 2011)
Transformation life coach & Spiritual life coach certification (Transformation Academy, 2020)
Certified yoga instructor & teacher (Hatha & Vinyasa, 200h, East + West, 2020)
Certified yin yoga instructor & teacher (20h, My Vinyasa Practise, 2021)
Diploma in Interior Design (Interior Design Institute, Jan 2024)
Fundamentals of PQ Mind Mapping (not certified, Positive Intelligence, 2022)
Self study: attachment theory, basics of neuroscience, soul healing, crystal healing, shamanic healing, soul retrieval, feminine energy healing, kundalini awakening balancing, somatic healing, color therapy, feng shui, psychology, Medical Medium nutrition, etc.
Fun Facts About Me
– I drink every morning fresh celery juice, but I still don’t like eating raw celery!
– I am a powerful channeler & I channel higher dimensions as I speak
– I LOVE second-hand & flea-markets!
– Even if I am a yoga teacher, I forget to do yoga
– I used to compete in swimming: I swam 14h a week
– My friends say I’m like a fairy
– I have hiked the Inca Trail, Great Ocean Road, traveled the world and officially lived in 6 different countries
ABOUT MY BUSINESS
With my global career, living all over the world and background in working in multicultural teams, I naturally collaborate with clients across the globe. So, my vision is to create Spaces of Wellbeing around the world — environments that nurture, inspire, and uplift.
I am passionate about working with purpose-driven women and businesses who are committed to making a positive impact. I believe that when we share similar values, we can create spaces — within and around — that are truly transformative.
The values that guide everything I do are:
Love | Authenticity | Harmony | Abundance | Co-creation.
Whether you are an individual or business, I am here for you.
