HEAL WITH ME
I’m Essi Koski-Lammi, a Wellbeing Trailblazer, Feminine Executive & Business Mentor, Intuitive Healer & Conscious Interior Designer.
BeING MORE Me
I was lying in bed one Saturday morning in 2017, sunlight streaming through the window, when a thought came:
“Why am I not doing something I’m truly passionate about? Something that reflects who I truly am.”
That moment cracked me open.
Back then my life looked perfect from the outside.
I had travelled the world, lived in six countries, and built the kind of life, career and success I once dreamed of.
I had MSc in Business Studies from the University of Amsterdam, and was building my global career in media, branding and marketing working with brands like Heineken, ASICS, and Rituals Cosmetics.
But underneath that, I felt a quiet emptiness I couldn’t shake.
I wasn’t happy inside my “perfect life”. Because I felt that my life and career didn’t reflect the woman I truly was.
Starting to Transform My Life From the Inside Out
My father — who left his own corporate career to become a healer and life coach — started teaching me energy work, meditation, and clairvoyance in 2003.
Those teachings had been quietly waiting inside me while I built my life in the fast, masculine world of global marketing and media.
So when I hit that inner wall on that Saturday morning, I knew, it was time to turn within and start my self-healing journey.
I became determined to transform my life from the inside out and studied transformation and spiritual life coaching, became a yoga teacher, and began to apply everything I was learning to myself.
The Inward Years of Realignment
When COVID-19 arrived, I lost my job at Rituals Cosmetics as Global Media Manager and Brand Campaign Manager.
And I knew that this was the moment I had been waiting for. I was ready to start my own business.
I packed my things into a few boxes, let go of my home, home country, my career in the corporate world, old diet, old lifestyle and my old identity, and stepped into the unknown.
It wasn’t graceful.
It was raw. It was humbling and oh, so real.
Those years became a long initiation into stillness — learning how to be without performing. I was pushed to stop over-doing and replace it with listening, receiving, surrendering.
For someone used to achieving, analyzing, and moving fast, it was brutally confronting and felt like a waste of time, even if I was studying interior design and I slowly building my own business at the same time.
Layer by layer, I felt more freedom expanding inside me as I peeled away layers of trauma, unconscious beliefs, and attachment patterns. I released emotions that had lived in my body for years and went through Kundalini awakening and many stages of spiritual awakening.
That stillness had opened my feminine energy and for the first time in my life, I was finally with myself.
And in that state, I finally understood,
I didn’t need to search more. I was everything I had been searching for.
I fully embodied that real wellbeing comes from balancing feminine being and masculine doing.
A BUSINESS THAT FEELS like me
Ever since I left the corporate world and began searching for myself, I had also been searching for the business idea that truly reflected me.
I knew I was on the right path with my business, but something hadn’t been clicking.
No matter how many strategies I tried, or how many teachers I studied with, none of them could give me what I was really seeking, a business that felt unmistakably like me.
So in 2025, I stopped figuring it out.
I stopped pushing for the answer. I stopped searching for the next business strategy that would save me.
In my frustration, I did the most feminine thing one can do.
I surrendered. Something that all the years in stillness had been teaching me.
I surrendered to the uncertainty and started listening to my inner wisdom instead. And I received all the answers I had been searching for.
After that my business began to realign really fast, because I finally knew who I truly was and I was able to start creating my business from this new foundation. And yes, my business finally feels like me, which is a huge moment of celebration.
Now, I am here for you. I help you translate the woman you truly are into the next version of your business that feels unmistakably yours.
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My Degrees & Studies
MSc, Master of Science in Business studies (University of Amsterdam, 2011)
Ongoing mentorship with healer (my dad) Erkki Koski-Lammi, angel, master and intuitive energy healing & meditation (Enkelit ensin, 2003 – )
Transformation life coach & Spiritual life coach certification (Transformation Academy, 2020)
Certified yoga instructor & teacher (Hatha & Vinyasa, 200h, East + West, 2020)
Certified yin yoga instructor & teacher (20h, My Vinyasa Practise, 2021)
Diploma in Interior Design (Interior Design Institute, Jan 2024)
Fundamentals of PQ Mind Mapping (not certified, Positive Intelligence, 2022)
Self study: attachment theory, basics of neuroscience, soul healing, crystal healing, shamanic healing, soul retrieval, feminine energy healing, kundalini awakening balancing, somatic healing, color therapy, feng shui, psychology, Medical Medium nutrition, etc.
Fun Facts About Me
– I have hiked the Inca Trail, Great Ocean Road, lived in a hippie community, been in Burning Man, traveled the world, scuba dived in many places, sky dived in NZ and lived in 6 different countries
– I have been drinking every morning fresh organic celery juice since 2019, but I still don’t like eating raw celery
– I channel higher dimensions as I speak
– I LOVE second-hand & flea-markets
– Even if I am a yoga teacher, I forget to do yoga
– I used to compete in swimming: I swam 14h a week
– I spend lots of time in nature and often talk with the old trees.